I don't make it a big secret that we have lost too many precious babies, at different stages of gestation. Two were around 20 weeks. Both boys. All my losses broke my heart but losing those tiny sons were especially hard. I have wondered why in the world I have had to lose so many, and two so late in the game. I still don't know. I have grown closer to the Savior, for sure. I have gained compassion for others that have had a loss that I would not have gained any other way.
The other day I was on facebook, (yes, shocking I know. I am on there too often, aren't I?). Anyway an old friend I haven't seen since our Law School days in Iowa, made a vague post and I just knew something had happened to the baby she was carrying. I knew she was expecting, but wasn't sure exactly how far along she was. I sent her a private message asking if the baby was ok, and apologizing if I was wrong. I wasn't wrong. I wish I was. She went in for her appointment and there wasn't a heartbeat. Been there. It takes you totally off guard. It takes your breath away to hear the words, "There isn't a heartbeat". Then to have to go in, get induced and deliver your tiny one....no words can describe how painful that is.
So, to my friend "J", I am so sorry. I mourn with you and anyone else who has lost a tiny one. I hope that the Savior will ease your pain and help you carry this burden. Just know, you aren't alone...............
Preparedness Challenge: September Week 4
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If there is one thing I hate So much in this life....it is this kind of loss. So sorry for your friend. I'm sure you will be there to comfort her, just as you were there for me. I don't know that I'll ever understand why a deserving and able Mother has to endure this kind of pain. Thank heavens the gospel gives us peace and comfort in knowing that one day, it will all be made clear and will be made right. How do people get by without that knowledge?
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